September 23, 2013

Exhausted... Such imperfect person I am.



So this is it.
Aku merasa sangat, sangat, sangat lelah dengan hal ini. 
Semua menuntut kesempurnaan yang tidak mungkin aku miliki.
I'm sorry, maybe I'm not in the right position to handle this. 
Kenapa semua hal selalu dipersalahkan? 
Jika memang hal tersebut adalah human error, masihkah harus dipertanyakan?

I'm not perfect, I can't be what they want me to be. I'm tired.
I never get chance to be what I wanna be.
Sorry, I can't take it anymore.
That's why I decide, I have to move on. 

It's not easy to works, and always be someone who gets the blame.
Sales never wrong, but operational is always wrong.
I'm tired.
It seems like I never do things right.
They asked me to do A-Z, check documents, check email, check this and that. 
Report this, report that. This is too much.
Maybe I'm not the right person to do this.
I'm tired. Stressed out.

Life could be better. I just need chance and God's help. 
This started to happen when I far from God. 
My mistake. 
I realized, I can't do anything without God's will.
I should stop making sins, and walks in God's path.

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